important thoughts (but all my thoughts are?) Have you ever wondered, stopped to think, as you pass by each stranger on the street, that it could be your first and also last time seeing the person in your life?
ouh. so sad. THEN? SO?
I guess people in the world are already made such that they only care about people around them. but where got everybody got time to care for everybody?
nerd talk: eng sucked. wrote only one page for formal letter. never even write address AT ALL. because i thought dont have then dont write lor. who know that they want us TO MAKE UP FAKE ADDRESS?? i dont like to lie. So, i didnt make up fake address. so, i lose marks. fuck. btw geog sucked. because i didnt really do the eight marks questions. gonna get like two or three marks for 8m? I really studied. and i understand the stuffs. But got time to understand, no time to memorise. THEN FOR WHAT? fuck la. personal reminder: to study for geog, just memorise all the details no need to understand. memorise and throw all the shit in.
I felt really sad. i guess you really feel sad when you STUDIED BUT DIDNT DO WELL. no wonder last time i didnt feel sad at all. because if you haven't studied, you know you actually dont deserve it. Crying is a personal thing, i feel.
btw "livia orh" said smt really inspiring today. the purpose of exam is all wrong already nowadays. last time people study because they are interested in the world and wants to find out more. THEY WANT TO LEARN. now we study is because O levels lor. exams lor. parents lor. sch lor. it is illegal to not study. oh wtf. i think it's totally messed up world yeah.
and i think being ugly suck. being fat suck. BOO.
Just read that in angmoh countries, people say hi to one another despite not knowing each other personally. IMPRESSED. because its like world without strangers. but then it suck that greetings lack sincerity. saying for the sake of saying. NO NO ITS WRONG. Thats why dont try to say for saying. not funny ok.
Sometimes i just thought that i might call out your name and see what happens.
I think I am not brave enough. Nevermind. I will be brave. keep holding on.
Sometimes it's the opportunity. the yuan fen. the CHOICE. You choose to do something, got yuanfen, then got chance. THEN WHAT HAPPENS? We dont know YET. that's the excitement of life i guess.
It is not often that a human can get totally absorbed in what you are doing. when you see the beautiful sunset. AMAZING.
I blog but you don't have to understand.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
8:59 PM
Received this chain mail. Thought that it was funny.
NEW ELEMENT IN THE PERIODIC TABLE Element : WOMEN
Symbol : WO+
Atomic mass : Accepted as 53.6 Kg; isotopes may vary from 40-200 kg. Occurrence : Copious quantities in all urban areas. *PHYSICAL PROPERTIES*
1. Boils at room temperature 2. Freezes without any known reason. 3. Melts if given special treatment.
4. Bitter, if incorrectly used.
5. Sweet as Honey if given a proper treatment.
*CHEMICAL PROPERTIES*
1. Have great affinity for Gold, Silver and a range of precious stones and absorbs great quantities of expensive substances. 2. May explode spontaneously without prior warning and for no known reason.
3. Insoluble in liquids, but activity greatly increases by that.
4. Most powerful money reducing agent known to man.
*COMMON USES* 1. Highly ornamental, especially in sports cars.
2. Can be great aid to relaxation. *TESTS*
1. Pure specimen turns rosy pink when happy.
2. Turns green when placed behind a better specimen.
*POTENTIAL HAZARD*
illegal to possess more than one, although several can be maintained at different locations as long as specimens do not come in direct contact with each other. *!! WARNING !!*
PROLONGED EXPOSURE TO THIS ELEMENT CAN CAUSE SEVERE FINANCIAL HEMORRHAGING AND MENTAL DISTRESS. BE CAUTIOUS
ABOVE PROPERTIES ARE SHOWN BY ALL THE WOMEN OF THE WORLD
I blog but you don't have to understand.
Friday, September 19, 2008
11:06 PM
deep inside.
I don't know lah. dont want to think. I guess I am shy. I guess I can't stand to make weird relationships. That's why I run away from things. I see no point in making weird relationships, thus no point in forming and letting weird relationships develop further cause all they do is mess up your life. I dont like messed up lives. Or messed up brains. But you cant control it anyway. Sometimes it hurts so deep when you realise all these years you have been living an empty shell. One day just passes another passes we are all just like holding on to the rollercoaster because even though we have time to think how scared we are on the roller coaster, we dont make any efforts to JUMP OUT because it takes too much. too much. so, we are going to live this life till we die? (yes.)
It's interesting to notice how a pattern of life forms. Humans are amazing. When a pattern of life has been formed, people follow that patern of life willingly, because it's comfortable. It takes alot to understand someone. is there really a soulmate in life?
The only reason i think of if you are talking about me is that you are laughing at me. treating me as a joke.
thats how low my confidence is. how low my self esteem is.
I dont like to do stupid things, I really dont. (thats why I keep my pencilcase in locker. Because it's stupid to bring pens home when you already have pens at home.)
I guess everyone feels sad sometimes. But actually I feel constantly sad alot of times. happy on the outside sad on the inside. Lack of commitments i guess.
Do you count what you achieve at the end of the day or the process?
Anyway Live strong. Freethinkers are smart people.
I blog but you don't have to understand.
Saturday, September 13, 2008
11:25 AM
funny these are amazingly funny funny esp if u understand hokkien LMAO (hmm i havent laughed my ass off. still with me)
watch the end part. "if they dont listen to you you clamp them! u say somemore somemore! u say somemore somemore! two warning letter!"
i found mr perfect. i found mr handsome. i havent found mr right. i have been thinking about what have i been doing with my life. thinking about how some people can get so perfect in life. how some people think they know alot. how some people insult me without looking themselves in the mirror. how some people can actually think so big of themselves. how some losers think they are so amazing. how some people can look so hot and melt people's heart. how some people are born with everything but dont appreciate anything. how some people change to nerds. how some boys try to jio girls. what some people commit their lives to. what some people feel about some people. how some poeple react to some people.
THE POINT IS. I THINK ALOT.
but i guess at the end of the day you just laugh it off.
I blog but you don't have to understand.
Thursday, September 11, 2008
9:10 PM
study mood is ON!
listening to the air. haha. because when u wear earpiece then you will feel in your own world. so if u wear and dont play any songs you can focus better! smart right!
I blog but you don't have to understand.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
9:05 PM
sept hols- part two If menghong is studying, why aren't you?
Ever wondered (insert cartoon character's name) is a girl or boy? I have been asking about winnie the pooh's gender for years. because 1. it dont wear shorts. 2. it's called WINNIE 3. it's related to butterflies... 4. it talks like a boy 5. good friend= piglet
so... i searched the net! PIGLET despite being PINK is a boy! EEYORE despite having a pink ribbon at its tail is a boy! POOH is a boy too.
i dont know why though. but it seems every character in WINNIE THE POOH is a boy except KANGA.
WOW
then... tinkywinky carry handbag. they never really said clearly but we like to assume that lala and po are girls, dipsy n tinkywinky are boys. REALLY? dont know lor.
spongebob? hang out so much with patrick. so is gay? then why patrick not gay? cause patrick is stupid. then dont know anything. LOL. HAHA.
big bird leh? i think look like a girl. most say is a boy. lol.
I blog but you don't have to understand.
Sunday, September 07, 2008
6:05 PM
math is funny. Just thought of sharing some original jokes with you, these things KEEP going in my head!! is this a talent? the ability to think of nonsense. and then laugh to yourself like an idiot.
REAL numbers. then are there FAKE numbers?
Can you show that blah=bleah. Hence, or otherwise,.... show u ah? THERE! THERE! HENCE!(hens) CHICKENS! ROOSTERS!
what is cos y? sofa! because sofa is cosy.
is secant sick?
ROOTS and LOGS make me think of plants and trees.
(oh physics is also very funny because it actually says that "a car is retarded"
I blog but you don't have to understand.
Friday, September 05, 2008
8:39 PM
sept hols- part one sweet stuffs make u feel XIN FU. like eating hot mifen tang in the morning also makes u xinfu. having a jacket when you are really cold also make u feel xinfu.
BANG BANG!
btw my legs are not that short. i was bending down.
HAHAHA.
ROAR!
HEES HEES
cheeese.
real mario is on my shirt. got 3 fake marios behind!
POSING WITH PENS= We have studied hard! kiuyan is laughing at my pencilcase. boo!
my wonderful friend who successfully sneaked me into ____. aha.
M is for MALE toilet. F is for FEMALE toilet. HAHA it's amazing; the secrets we share; sunbear, parrot, monkeys, dogs, aliens, molerat, grunts, bluenred strips, ultimate is mr ang doing the rolling action ROFL.
drenched in the rain. so kelian. HAHA.
THE ASIAN KITCHEN is LOVESSSSSSSSSS times godzillion times. <3<3<3
I blog but you don't have to understand.
Hi, I'm FangXian
and I believe in
Mind over body, Heart over mind.
I ♥ happy people
Happy is a virtue :D
but life is not just abt being happy
it's about doing what you never thought you could.
This is just a space to share weird thoughts.
