Friday, September 26, 2008

7:36 PM

important thoughts (but all my thoughts are?)

Have you ever wondered,
stopped to think,
as you pass by each stranger on the street,
that it could be your first
and also last time seeing the person in your life?


ouh.
so sad.
THEN? SO?

I guess people in the world are already made such that they only care about people around them.
but where got everybody got time to care for everybody?



nerd talk:
eng sucked.
wrote only one page for formal letter.
never even write address AT ALL.
because i thought dont have then dont write lor.
who know that they want us TO MAKE UP FAKE ADDRESS??
i dont like to lie.
So, i didnt make up fake address.
so, i lose marks.
fuck.
btw geog sucked.
because i didnt really do the eight marks questions.
gonna get like two or three marks for 8m?
I really studied. and i understand the stuffs.
But got time to understand,
no time to memorise.
THEN FOR WHAT?
fuck la.
personal reminder:
to study for geog, just memorise all the details
no need to understand.
memorise and throw all the shit in.


I felt really sad.
i guess you really feel sad when you
STUDIED BUT DIDNT DO WELL.
no wonder last time i didnt feel sad at all.
because if you haven't studied,
you know you actually dont deserve it.
Crying is a personal thing, i feel.


btw "livia orh" said smt really inspiring today.
the purpose of exam is all wrong already nowadays.
last time people study because they are interested in the world
and wants to find out more.
THEY WANT TO LEARN.
now we study is because O levels lor.
exams lor.
parents lor.
sch lor.
it is illegal to not study.
oh wtf.
i think it's totally messed up world yeah.



and i think being ugly suck.
being fat suck.
BOO.

Just read that in angmoh countries,
people say hi to one another despite not knowing each other personally.
IMPRESSED. because its like world without strangers.
but then it suck that greetings lack sincerity.
saying for the sake of saying.
NO NO ITS WRONG.
Thats why
dont try to say for saying.
not funny ok.


Sometimes i just thought that i might call out your name and see what happens.


I think I am not brave enough.
Nevermind.
I will be brave.
keep holding on.


Sometimes it's
the opportunity.
the yuan fen.
the CHOICE.
You choose to do something, got yuanfen, then got chance.
THEN WHAT HAPPENS?
We dont know YET.
that's the excitement of life i guess.


It is not often that a human can get totally absorbed in what you are doing.
when you see the beautiful sunset.
AMAZING.

I blog but you don't have to understand.