Thursday, November 13, 2008

12:41 AM

for ZHI

heh. my brother thinks that im this idiotic sicko nerd who has social problems and dont have any friends in school. LIKE HAHA?
(then again he might think that im typing this cause i want to prove to him that im popular but actually a loser)
(then again he might think he misunderstood before)
(then again he wonders why im typing so many then agains)



When things are over, i think it would be easier to analyse the problem out and really say out true feelings.
Because it's over there's nothing really you can do about it and people will not try to compare what you think with the real thing and disagree with you and blah, so it's easier to say when things are over.
when things are over. hmm.
very difficult to understand again. BUT NEVERMIND YOU DONT HAVE TO :)


I just think alot. so i blog lor.
Like blog is a place you can say weird things which you want to say out loud but it's not possible to say out loud? i mean you do talk with your friends and all, but in real life you don't grab a person and start talking all emotional stuffs and life issues all of a sudden right? because it is weird.
And because i blog so emotional, then you start thinking im this DEEP EMO person.
like hello? who dont think about life?
OK, no need to explain so much.
I just thought if everyone were blind how good would the world be?
No prejudice whatever. haha.
Actually I sometimes really wish Internet would be gone and disappear into the stars again.
Really exposed to too much lah.
And so many wrong information.
You see now so many dead blogs, when our generation die then there would be alot of DEAD BLOGS.
I can imagine like one million years later when humans invent new technology then the people would be looking at our blogs for their HISTORY LESSON and analyse our thoughts.
LIKE SO FUNNY RIGHT!!
I know I imagine too much.
And I keep using the word HUMANS like i alien like that?
HAHHA.

I dont like to be dependent to anything. though must admit in this world surely will have things that you cannot live without. but try to minimise it to the least lah. esp superficial things, like using comp and handphone. I know it's very hard in this kind of world. But humans didnt need all these stuffs! Like whatever you seriously dont have to treat this seriously because im just thinking ALL THESE, in real life, i still check my phone like every half hour, online like everyday, watch tv like nonsense.

(my brother treats what i blog seriously. like very. Of course i appear retarded and stupid in real life lah, because im such a fun and happy person. You can't expect me to start talking my life thoughts to you on the bus in real life right >< and like have heart to heart talks while watching tv, while eating rice, while smelling your fart -.-)

Humans need to learn to differentiate jokes and facts.
Everyone is deep inside, thats why we are humans, but yeah probably someday some creature better than us humans will take us over and then we will be kept in zoo like how we are keeping monkeys in zoo now( from a curious incident of the dog in the night-time, it's a book title, silly!)
So like i think everyone is deep, like can THINK. It's just some people can express themselves, some cannot.
Some prefer to pretend that they are not deep, some wants to show to others that they are very deep.
But point is everyone can think, but what do you really think about?


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Anyway my life motto is to 过写意的生活.
you can spread this life motto.
I enjoy good food, good scenery, good times when you learn new things, try new things,
and of course im grateful for and cherish the people who i eat good food with, enjoy good scenery with, and think things with.
Omg im so clear with my life that im a proud freethinker. (fangxian, stop it, getting religionist again!)




:D THE SUN MAKES YOU HAPPY.

I blog but you don't have to understand.