There are some answers you will never find out.
Some things are better left as a mystery.
Maybe not better left unknown, just that no one bothers to make it known.
is not don't bother.
is too shy.
LIKE HAHA.
开眼hello.闭眼goodbye. and its still goodbye.
也许再也不会看到你
也没有将来
没有结果
至少还是有美好的回忆吧
SO MUCH FOR MY HAPPY ENDING.
meant to be supposed to be , but we lost it.

你不说我不会知道
那我不说你也不会知道
竟然都不想说 那就什么也别说吧

then again. 说了又怎样
其实 想想
没什么好说的




because
it's weird to ask.
it proves that i noticed.
and i know.
if you deny then i die.
not close enough to ask.
and i still want my face!


sometimes somethings maybe like ten years later you will dare to say haha.
wait till things dont matter anymore.
then its not important to say anymore when it dont matter anymore what.


you know its very weird and laughable that
now that i dont care abt ____
i take it so easily.
can even make joke.
dead jealous of ____
argh.
everytime i ___ i really cherish it because i wont know when will be my next time.
it seemed so little to you but it means so much to me.
i finally understand why i take it so seriously.
you don't have to understand.


Something you can understand:
oh i wanted to talk about something i saw in tour guides that impressed me.
they learn to let things go easily.
because they keep saying hello and goodbye, that they don't feel sad of endings, they feel happy because something happened, not sad because something ended.
天下没有不散的宴席
enjoy the 宴席 then enough already lah.

and they can talk like机关枪
哈哈



camera can never replace human memory.
sometimes when there is no camera,
just take the picture in your brain lah.
it's not important to show people.
it's important to remember it yourself.
people don't actually feel the happiness in photos.
they feel happy when looking at photos because they can remember the real thing happening.



OKAY BYE.