you are not the only one. Not only you one person tired, everybody also very tired.
So??
I guess thinking that everyone's ALL IN IT TOGETHER can lessen your feelings of loneliness. Is it?? like everyone also must suffer so quit complaining, kind of thing?
Like everyone squashed in a room filled with poisonous gas, so everyone will die together, so you shouldn't be complaining because everybody is suffering, so you have no rights to complain? Because even though you are suffering, but you ain't suffering the MOST?
I think this is the feeling of "getting community support". like want die, all die.
But it doesnt make sense. Like if you are tired, but you can't say that you are tired, because everyone's tired as well? It's the same as like you are dying but you can't say you are dying because everyone dies one day? Why are only people who deal with exclusive circumstances deserving of special concerns? WHY. Because they deserve more as they achieve more? I guess it's believed that effort equates achievement which equates deservedness(what kind of word? HAHA) of admiration.
If someone tries very hard but never achieve anything, then he has no rights to say "I tried really hard"? Because someone else probably tried harder? Just because someone else achieved something better makes the other who hasn't, but put in effort, seem even more insignificant?
So, point is. saying that "you are not the only one" doesnt diminish the fact that you are tired, it just says that EVERYONE IS TIRED. so instead of addressing the problem of YOU being tired, it just wants you to believe that EVERYONE IS FEELING LIKE HOW YOU ARE.
Hmmm. I guess saying that "you are not the only one" makes you rethink about whether you are really that significant, and address the self centred issue we all have nowadays, and probably is to make us NOT FEEL SO ALONE.
so like, we are not supposed to feel tired, because everyone is feeling tired. :/ HUH? just because everyone's in it makes you have to ACCEPT that you are in it too?
(HAHA DO YOUR KNOW WHO SAID THIS SENTENCE??)
I blog but you don't have to understand.
Friday, April 10, 2009
11:57 PM
if you need someone to drive you around, someone to help you carry things, someone to listen to your problems, someone to see whether what you wear is nice or not,
the person isnt a boyfriend.
you just need a chauffeur, maid, counsellor and fashion consultant.
Then again, a boyfriend is someone who does all these for free. because he loves you.
but love probably isnt just about that.
Like Mr K says, it's about someone who will still stay when you are old and shrunk.
I blog but you don't have to understand.
Thursday, April 09, 2009
12:21 AM
blabbers I currently feel like time keeps ticking on, like there isn't any moment when you can really stone at look at the sky, even though i still stone alot. How should i say? Like there isnt any moments meant for stoning. Not really stoning lah, like maybe get a cup of coffee and sit at Starbucks and stare at people walking past, kind of thing. (Don't anyhow think i stone alot! I never done that before, not very interested. If free, should go and do something right!) This para doesnt seem to have a point. Haha.
Stoning is like an essential in school. Sigh, like those times when there are loads of thing to do but you cant do. Seriously waste time. Or like hearing crap which you really really really really dont wanna hear anymore. At least some people talk crap can entertain or influence or inspire, but some is really like talk like ~ like simi lj. sigh very uncouth :( So like I feel everyone is just stoning alot in sch, while time is ticking away. Such waste of time! then you would say "then pay attention la!" we dont need to hear someone to ask us to pay attention when she doesnt conduct lesson we dont need to hear someone to tell us we are not good enough when she doesnt give us chance to be good enough.
I sound ji dong, but im not la. just a bit SIAN OF WASTING TIME. (you know you know, our stupid timetable is such that there is either chem or social studies everyday, such that , such that there is NO CHANCE FOR erm for being sick. )
ten years down the road. what happens to the friend you smile to every other day? what happens to the friend you sit with during lessons? what happens to the friend you talk with every morning? what happens to the friend you go for recess with?
actually no need ten years, just like a few more months? Haha.
who's gonna still stick around when the lights go down? who's gonna be the big fish and who's gonna be the small fish? who's gonna be the happy fish??
such wonders of life. and after that, we disappear into nothingness.
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Wednesday, April 08, 2009
11:35 PM
zero zero is a very cool number.
zero is a multiple of every integer! so friendly! zero times anything also zero! so influential! one cannot be divided by zero! zero doesnt allow itself to be "stepped" by others.
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Monday, April 06, 2009
10:39 PM
Very funnily mean! i look retarded with specs.
"you shouldnt be saying that. you should be proud of your looks because it's all part of you."
specs isnt part of me.
"but retardedness is part of you."
I blog but you don't have to understand.
Friday, April 03, 2009
10:20 PM
Because nobody is the centre of the whole universe :)
I blog but you don't have to understand.
Hi, I'm FangXian
and I believe in
Mind over body, Heart over mind.
I ♥ happy people
Happy is a virtue :D
but life is not just abt being happy
it's about doing what you never thought you could.
This is just a space to share weird thoughts.
