Wednesday, April 15, 2009

11:40 PM

you are not the only one.

Not only you one person tired, everybody also very tired.



So??



I guess thinking that everyone's ALL IN IT TOGETHER can lessen your feelings of loneliness.
Is it??
like everyone also must suffer so quit complaining, kind of thing?

Like everyone squashed in a room filled with poisonous gas, so everyone will die together, so you shouldn't be complaining because everybody is suffering, so you have no rights to complain? Because even though you are suffering, but you ain't suffering the MOST?

I think this is the feeling of "getting community support".
like want die, all die.

But it doesnt make sense. Like if you are tired, but you can't say that you are tired, because everyone's tired as well? It's the same as like you are dying but you can't say you are dying because everyone dies one day?
Why are only people who deal with exclusive circumstances deserving of special concerns? WHY.
Because they deserve more as they achieve more?
I guess it's believed that effort equates achievement which equates deservedness(what kind of word? HAHA) of admiration.


If someone tries very hard but never achieve anything, then he has no rights to say "I tried really hard"?
Because someone else probably tried harder?
Just because someone else achieved something better makes the other who hasn't, but put in effort, seem even more insignificant?





So, point is.
saying that "you are not the only one" doesnt diminish the fact that you are tired, it just says that EVERYONE IS TIRED. so instead of addressing the problem of YOU being tired, it just wants you to believe that EVERYONE IS FEELING LIKE HOW YOU ARE.

Hmmm. I guess saying that "you are not the only one"
makes you rethink about whether you are really that significant,
and address the self centred issue we all have nowadays,
and probably is to make us NOT FEEL SO ALONE.

so like, we are not supposed to feel tired, because everyone is feeling tired.
:/
HUH?
just because everyone's in it makes you have to ACCEPT that you are in it too?





(HAHA DO YOUR KNOW WHO SAID THIS SENTENCE??)

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