Thursday, July 08, 2010

1:36 PM

Are you not feeling well today?

erm hurmph, hmmm.
I could only manage to mumble a mellow hmm.

truth is, I went for cheerleading practice,
by the time I got home, it was already ~
and I wanted to complete my tutorial.
While doing my tutorial, I was MSNing, Fb-ing.
Popping the coffeebeats in my mouth,
the night almost felt like a breezy sunday afternoon.


I realised that if your body is tired and your mind is tired,
and you don't have a fuck loud alarm clock and you silented your phone,
you can't wake up.

I wonder if I am holding on to the balloon because there isn't anyone else who is gonna come to me and give me another helium filled balloon, and if I let go of this one, it will rise higher and pop in the air.
And then, I won't have anything left.
But if I hold on to this balloon, I will not have freehands to eat ice cream.
The ice cream is dripping.

I blog but you don't have to understand.