Wednesday, August 25, 2010

10:27 PM

life's a joke

it's really funny.
When I think back.

(Use "I" more often, not we.
It's time we take charge of our lives.)

Two years ago, for my Chinese Oral Exam,
the topic was on YOG.
And saying the word "volunteer" in english caused me to get the grade that is a lil lesser than perfect.
And it's funny how at that time, the only thing I can think of about volunteering is picking up balls for them.
And here I am right now, having completed the whole event as a Workforce Assistant.

Five years ago, if I had just made a better choice for myself,
I would have impressed myself and many others by now.
And back then, I was running away from commitments, as usual.
Even as a kid, I was not a brave kid. Oh dear.

That's why at this moment, I know many things I am doing, I'm fufiling many of my childhood dreams, and dreams in general.
It's not too late, they say.
But it's not that easy when you haven't started early.
But it's okay if working hard means I will regret no more in the future.
We don't live to regret,


But am I working hard? Ouch.

I blog but you don't have to understand.