Today Today, I've learnt that we should not readily take on responsibilities if we are not certain of our capability to complete the assigned task.
For if we do, we will be irresponsible.
I was lucky help was offered.
What would I do, if it wasnt?
I blog but you don't have to understand.
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
12:29 AM
Backroll. In the beginning, we tend to feel tensed and apprehensive about the things we never thought we could do, we can try once or twice, and conclude that we cannot do it, just because we haven't tried hard enough. Or we can try it again and again and again, until we slowly get the hang of it, and when he's there to give you the final push you need, you feel so happy because you can do it.
The bestest thing is you never thought you could.
The bestest thing is having the chance to make a choice. and it is important to dare to make the right choice, but fuck, it is difficult.
I blog but you don't have to understand.
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
12:39 AM
Pity. You thought that someone was strong and determined to get out of that shithole, so you decided to help, you put your hand in, then she showed you that she was merely saying, saying, and saying, truth is she has gotten so used to the shithole, so used to repeating aloud the thought of getting out, that she don't bother to really do anything to get out anymore.
I have learnt to listen to your lies, and not take them seriously anymore.
It's pathetic that you are in a shit hole, but if you don't do anything, then you don't deserve any pity.
Continue lying to yourself and the whole world,
I can sit here and listen,
but I will no longer feel anything.
I blog but you don't have to understand.
Monday, September 20, 2010
2:11 AM
Truth is The real reason is so superficial that it is critical for me to think up of a perfect answer to present to the whole world, so that i can be viewed as knowledgable, smart and mature. It seems almost a crime to be thought as a wilful spoilt stupid kid. It is, eh? Truth is i dont have insomnia, i have a fucked up sleeping pattern.
I blog but you don't have to understand.
Friday, September 17, 2010
1:30 AM
Prick Prick Shucks, Sometimes I blabber things out from my mouth, and feel really bad later on, like something pricking my heart, because I realised what what I have splurted out might have pricked some others' heart.
Imsomeanimsomean. Think before you speak :( Don't go anyhow prick prick.
I blog but you don't have to understand.
Sunday, September 12, 2010
3:55 PM
A show. "You can tell yourself that you dress the way you do because it makes you happy, but the real reason of managing your appearance is to influence how others view you." "Humans actively sell themselves every minute they are interacting with someone else."
-Scott Adams
This tallies (tally with an s) with my opinion long ago (still holding now) about how cheap facebook is, because people are selling themselves on it. I've mentioned, by putting profile pictures and having people click on your face. It's like selecting maid in maid agencies, you look at the photos and select the most harmless looking one.
That is also why it is very interesting to look at profile pictures that people pick for themselves, because when I look at profile pictures, I am not judging how good the picture is, but judging the person for what he/she wants to portray of himself/herself. Even more fun if I know the person personally, then I could compare what he wants to portray of himself with his real self, sometimes i marvel at how large the difference is. haha.
But I guess the benefits of social networking are far more obvious than the harm that it could bring, that is why we are all trapped in it. No one our generation looks at things in the long term anyway.
I blog but you don't have to understand.
Saturday, September 11, 2010
12:50 AM
Cool? "In my next life I want to live my life backwards. You start out dead and get that out of the way. Then you wake up in an old people's home feeling better each day. You get kicked out for being too healthy, go collect your pension, and then when you start work, you get a gold watch and a party on your first day. You work for 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You party, drink alcohol, and are generally promiscuous, then you are ready for high school. You then go to primary school, you become a kid, you play. You have no responsibilities, you become a baby until you are born. And then you spend your last 9 months floating in a luxurious spa-like conditions with central heating and room service on tap, larger quarters every day and then Voila! You finish off as an orgasm!"
-Woody Allen
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Friday, September 10, 2010
12:20 AM
Embrace solitude. Sometimes your dreams are too far away, it seems hard to talk to people. Different people, different perspectives, different views, different wants.
It is important to advise, not nag.
And run the race yourself. In the end it is up to them if they want to follow you.
It is just like running. There will be period of time when you feel out of breadth, like you can't breathe, and you just wanna stop everything,
but soon if you hang on there, you realise the satisfaction it brings is worth all the pain.
I blog but you don't have to understand.
Hi, I'm FangXian
and I believe in
Mind over body, Heart over mind.
I ♥ happy people
Happy is a virtue :D
but life is not just abt being happy
it's about doing what you never thought you could.
This is just a space to share weird thoughts.
