Monday, October 11, 2010

11:02 PM

I had a great day.

Today is quite a rest day, after a week of adventure camp in Jeram Besu, Pahang
(in which loads of cheering and bonding took place, camp games, paintball, water rafting, building tripod, water confidence, cave exploring, abseiling on natural rock, flying fox, partner flying fox, bump motor boats, four wheel truck drive like shiok only! like arcade games in real life!, waterfall water playing, nightwalk in a raining forest, my first real big campfire)

and then a week of partayys and stayovers, more like playovers. Because we ton and didn't sleep, so they aren't sleepovers.


Today was mainly made up of eat, facial, packing for camp, sleep, eat, shop, and spending time with blood related peeps.

Today was good because

I realised that just when I thought everything was over, and that there is no more chance anymore, and we would have to live like that all the way till we die, POOF something comes up and changes alot alot alot of things. It's like a feeling that gives me hope, and faith about some things I have long given up in life. Touched much.

I realised that some people just don't care about how mean they are, they could have, but they didn't and they made it so so so obvious that I'm but a background. Fuck my life to be in that picture with them. Sluts. At least whores get paid, seriously.

I realised that friends in life are mainly divided into two categories, and they are fun friends, and heart friends. And you draw a Venn diagram, and when you found someone who falls into both categories. fun+heart friends, then they become real friends.

I realised that you plan and manage your own time, and making time for people that matters is all that matter. And if things clashes, and you choose to go for the event that you are going for, because the benefits offsets the opportunity cost, then the unchosen activity immediately becomes the sunk cost and you shouldn't be thinking about it anymore, but instead put your heart in the activity that you have chosen because the choice was yours, and your heart should be with your choice.

I also realised that it's fucking time to take good care of my face. Water. sleep. No oil and chilli. Do or die.

I also! realised that sometimes, some unity, is all a scam. I mean why do you say we are one, and then you make that kind of move, like like a terrorist. It is not a normal human social behavior anymore. Really depressing, but I have to maintain my cool, because I am a mature lady and not some kid who really wants to pull you into that dark alley and scream fuck you in your face.

HAHAHA KTHXBYE.

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