Tuesday, October 19, 2010

12:04 AM

Resounding, stern and assured no.

Just a few mintues ago I was wondering about the question that was once again posed to me,
caught unaware at a bus stop,
I rewind and replayed the whole scene in my head,
and I am glad as I recalled,
I recalled myself
answering with a no.
I did not regret.

Thank god. (am a free thinker here though)
Then a few mintues ago I thought how long would the resounding no in my heart to that question last,
and I almost convinced myself that it might not last long.
Bullshit.


I looked through pictures of the last few months in facebook.
And thank god (just a figure of speech)
the resounding no is still thudding in my heart.

As for whether it will stay, it is up to me to decide.
As for whether I have wasted anything, it is up to me to decide.

The heart gotta stay strong.
So that you can tell people your choice is right,
and you know its right.

Think about what would I be thinking about if I hadnt made that choice. Terrible, I would be feeling like a slug now. HAHAHAHAHAH. Right.

What are the 3 most important decisions that had played an important role in defining your life, up till now?
There are definite moments when you make some decisions, and they change alot of you. Don't they?
I'm lazy to think about mine lah, going to eat tauhuey now.
My brother is so nice because he just bought back rocher tauhuey.
I think he reads this.
So Im very nice to say that he is nice.
Then when he reads this he will come and ask me why not tell him in the face.
Because
I shy.

I blog but you don't have to understand.